My life today

So I sit here and maul life. Is it good, Is it bad... what makes my life better or worst than the next. With Thanksgiving coming up on Thursday I plan on writing something to read to my family. No this is not a tradition as my family is anything than traditional. However, my life has changed so much over the last year I want my family, the ones who have been there the most for me this last year to know how much it means to me. Brian, who is the root of all of my change is my rock. No matter how bad my day is and how crappy I feel he looks at me and I just know things are going to be okay. Sooner or later things will work out and we will have a good day again. My kids, who are plenty, are great kids. There are 7 of them that I now call MY KIDS. They range in ages from 14 - 5 and for the most part they do not give us problems. Yes, Andy still has his problems but we are working on this daily. Yes, Patti, Corey, and Mikie are all teenagers and have their own opinion, their own way of thinking, but they also know that Mom (or Dad) are boss and that they will end up listening to us. Johnna is developing into her own little person with her own little world. Brian Jr. is growing up before my eyes. And I don't even want to get started with Haley. She actually is loosing her first baby tooth... I started crying once again with that... My mom and dad who no matter what are there for me. Who love me and trust that I will not always make the right decision but will learn from the wrong ones so I don't repeat them. My brother and sister in law... well I know if I really needed them they would be there but yeah, they have their own life and their own problems. So yeah... I have a lot to be thankful for this year...