Tuesday...

Well it is Tuesday... Does it feel like anything special to you? Nope not really here neither. It feels like winter. Weird thing is 2 weeks ago we were still getting 80 degrees days every once in a while... For the past 2 days I have woken up to frost on my windows and running from the van to the house to get warm again while it warms itself up. I guess no one liked my rants from last Monday as I did not receive any comments but - I digress - WHATEVER... I didn't feel better after writing it so I don't know why I bother sometimes. Not only does it feel like winter due to the coldness but I am in a funk. I get this way every year around this time. Wish Brian would understand and be there for me a little more. I even tried to explain it to him but with him working 12 hours a day trying to save money for vacay in Dec (more below) he doesn't have the patience to deal with me or the kids...

Vacation in December:
I can't believe I haven't written about it yet. Ma & Pa own a timeshare. They haven't used it in 2 years and if they don't use their "points" by the end of December they will have lost them. So about 6 months ago Ma and I were talking about how I would love to go to FL. They have never gone and a plan was hatched. December 15th we will be leaving. Brian his 3 kids, Me and my 4 kids and Ma & Pa. for 8 days. The cost minimal as the resort is only costing us $100 for the 8 days. The most expense will be traveling down (driving 2 vehicles) and entertainment (Disney for 2 days, spa, deep sea fishing, etc...) we plan on doing as much relaxing (as possible with 7 kids)... the stress - I don't know if Pa can handle the kids for that long... luckily they have their own room and Brian and I take care of our own so it isn't like we are going to be dumping the kids off and leaving to be with each other... I am expecting X-mas to be very quite (we return the 23rd and they will then go to their other parents for the holiday... The only kid we will have for the few days when we return will be little Haley. So we are all now counting down the days till we go! 46 days!

Life is pretty boring right now - fell asleep on the couch watching a movie with Haley at 9 p.m. last night - Mikie was doing homework and the other 2 were already in bed so I guess it was all good. Unfortunately I woke up at 1 with a start and called Brian - he was on his way home... Still don't know why I woke up... my heart was beating fast - just another day I guess...

Sorry if this is confusing but alot is going on in my head and nothing goes with anything else... I guess I should get back to work.