Music and Thinking...

As I sit here at my desk listening to the music that I burnt onto CD’s last night I wonder what my life is doing to me. Rather where is it taking me. I have been a person of long standing bridges. As in I don’t burn them unless I have to. Even when I do they usually mend themselves and I start talking to that person again. I burnt 2 music CD’s last night and each and every song brings back a memory. An ex. A feeling… yet I love each and every song that I picked to listen to. It isn’t all country or hard rock neither it is a combination of all types of music because I listen to what I feel at the moment.

MIX:

My Boo – this song reminds me of Dante because I was with him when I first listened to it. He was called My Boo. Haley is also called little Boo…
Brown Eyed Girl – this song my parents had for me. I am their Brown Eyed Girl. It brings back so many memories of growing up and how simple life used to be.
American Idiot – Miky loves this song. Just the beat of it and the rhythm. I think of him every time I listen to it.
Concrete Angel – this song is just beautiful… Just sit there and listen to the words… it makes you think
The Heart won’t lie – This is just so true!
Sitting on the Dock of the Bay – just a feel good song.
Shut Up Bitch – This song by Little Kim makes me feel good when I am in the van by myself and I just need to yell. I don’t feel so stupid yelling at the top of my lungs when there is a song playing
St. Lewie – Nelly’s song – this song is one that Justin used to play all the time back when things were good… Just sitting with friends having a beer listening to this as loud as the stereo would go…
Good as I was to you - I have felt this way toward so many men/women in my past because I always give so much in my relationships and I always end up getting shit on.
Strawberry Wine - Makes me wonder what true love felt like back in the day… no responsibilities… just sweet love
Leave (Get Out) – I told Eric this…a lot is not known what happened between Eric and I except between us…
Without You – This is how I felt when Justin left me… will he still meet me in my dreams..?
Meredith Brooks – BITCH – this is me through and through… listen to it… and think… I know I can change but you won’t want it any other way… I am a bitch, a lover, a mother, a sinner and a saint…
A little Bit – What every woman needs…
Don’t need a Minute Man – George… I used to think of this song when I was broken up from him… so many stories… such bad memory…
Don’t Funk with My Heart – Just another feel good song… If I took you home would you still be in love with me… once you got to know me and my real life…
Back that Ass up – a good drinking song.
I will be right here waiting for you – Bryan Adams – I remember this song from a 9th grade dance that me and a boy danced to… it was our song… I remember the song but not the boy… funny eh?

Lisa’s Music

Contagious – Isley Brothers – It took me forever to figure out who sang this song for me to download it… I just love the story to this song.
I swear – an oldy
Because I got High – the reason for so many things that didn’t got right in my past
Colt 45 – Justin’s song – everything he was about… Colt 45 and 2 zig zags… baby that’s all I need.
You Otta know – Alanis Morsette - I sang this song over and over again when Justin left me for Nancy… It was so true…
Shut up! Another song like # 7 on the first CD…
Country Girl – just something different but good
My Dad’s Gone Crazy – Haley loves this song… she said her dad’s gone crazy and knows all the words that Hailey sings in this song with her father Eminem
Stickwitu – I sang this song to Dante when I started to hear rumors that he was cheating on me… who would have thought that they were true and he ended up with a daughter because of them.…
That Don’t Impress Me Much – This is what matters to me in a relationship – Not money, not fame, but how they treat me.
Picture – Kid Rock and Sheryl Crow… This song came out when Justin and I finally called it quits for good and he started making it publically known he was with Nancy. Andrew knew this song by heart at 5 and cried every time it came on the radio. I still cry everytime I listen to it… I used to always ask Justin to come home and he was always drinking his problems away
Rock & Roll is Dead – Just an up beat hard core song that makes me feel good.
Lean on Me – I used to be on a Volleyball team in high school and one of my team mates used to sing in the church choir. She had a beautiful voice and I remember her singing this to and from away games… I also saw the movie and it is one of my favorite.
Hello Again – Neil Diamond – I grew up listening to Neil. Dad’s favorite singer… Just listen to the words and it will make you cry…
Love on the Rocks – Neil Diamond – Another thinking song… brings back memories of singing along in the vehicle with Dad on the way somewhere (fishing, just car rides, store, etc.)
Watermelon Crawl – makes me want to go to Georgia and drink… until I have to do the Watermelon Crawl…
All things Considered – Yankee Grey – I used to play this song when Geore would leave me for someone… who would have known it would continue to go one for 4 years off and on again.
I Hate Everything About You – Ugly Kid Joe – I remember listening to this on the top 10 at night when I was supposed to be sleeping growing up… I felt this way about my dad, my mom, my brother, my teachers, my boyfriends…. It just made me feel like I could vent.
Take this Job and Shove it – a classic – listen to it and learn something.


So there you have it… some of my favorite music… The newer stuff I don’t have on my computer since I don’t have net anymore at home but once I get it back I will be making 2 more CD’s with more current stuff…