I can't wait until it is all over

So tomorrow we leave. Patti will be doing formal and casual modeling and a lyrical solo on Friday and then on Sunday the whole team will be competing in various routines. She still hasn't figured out how she wants her hair. We still have to go to get it trimmed tonight and we are getting her nails (hands and feet) done as we leave town tomorrow. I have a feeling this is going to be one long ass weekend. She will be doing formal modeling at 10 a.m. on Friday then her solo at 3:30 then Casual modeling at 5 and finally awards at 8:00 p.m. So we are talking 3 different hair styles, 3 costume changes, make-up, jewelry, etc. I am going to be so tired because I just can't deal with all of this. Sunday is going to be crazy because not only is Patti going to be running around but so is Haley as she has 2 routines she will be in. I can't wait for pictures, pictures and more pictures! Saturday we are basically just relaxing and swimming in the overcrowded hotel pool but eh... at least I won't be working or at home doing house work.

Update as far as everything else in my life goes. Brian and I are getting along better. We still have arguments but not ones that he won't talk to me. I don't get annoyed as much anymore neither because I know he is mine. He lets me have my friends and knows that if he wants to know what I am doing I am not going to hide who I am with or what I am doing as I am not doing anything that I am not supposed to be doing anyway. We went out last Friday and had a good time. He got tipsy and I took some shots. It is the first time I have gone out (with or without him) that I got hit on and I didn't like it. Some dude at the bar asked me if I would buy him a beer... I looked at him and said "my boyfriend is buying mine" to which he replied - well do you think he will buy me one.... Um... No! Then we are in a different bar and I kept getting these looks. Maybe because my girlfriend Annette is a freak and dances like no one is watching and they knew I was with her but anytime some guy came up to us Brian and I made eye contact and he came over to shoo them away... It isn't that we didn't want the attention we just didn't want it from them. It was nice to have him there. Nice to go home with my drunk ass boyfriend and sleep until 1:30 on Saturday... to a hangover and an empty stomach.

Tonya has kept her distance. Her and Jay are now living together... basically from what I get about the ordeal is Nelson threw her out again. She has blatantly told Jay that she loves Nelson but she is still there. Jay and I talk often but not much about his situation because he knows how frustrated I get about it. I mean if you don't like it change it man! (Look at who is giving the advice - lol). Anyway, Tonya's brother and mom came up from Texas. Hasn't asked to see Haley - which they haven't seen in over 3 years - no surprises there. Whatever! I guess her brother is going to be staying... Yahoo.... Boy I am excited - NOT! Just another pain in the ass who can try to tell me how to take care of my kids. (did I mention he is 21 and has none of his own). Yeah, well, that's that update.

Work has been steady, I think basically because I fill in the gaps reading blogs, but it is nice still. I think I might go look for a new read... Take care and see you all on Tuesday...

P.S. Can't wait for updates from everyone's weekend - I think I will be reading blogs all day rather than working... LOL I won't tell if you don't...

GOOOOOOD Morning

I have had a long eventful couple of weeks. We did our annual Six Flags, New England trip on Sunday. Adults only - there was 6 of us. All couples. I personally had a great time. The evening before my brother set off fireworks for my cousin's graduation/birthday party. God I love their house... soo much land, 11 1/2 foot pool, etc. Lots of room to party! And the food... talk about left overs. Anywho back to Six Flags. We did the Superman, The Batman, The Mind Eraser, water park, the only 2 things that I didn't get to go on that I really wanted to was the SCREAM - 20 story free fall drop. I went on that last year and loved it! and the Pandemonium. It is like the tea cups but on a roller coaster. I have never gone on this as the line is always forever and no one else that I go with wants to try it. There is always next year though. We didn't get back until 3 Monday morning and because I am such a good employee I was at work at 9 like I am supposed to (after dropping Mikie off to summer school and Andy to summer camp). Meanwhile Brian called in sick. Said he wanted to help around the house. Monday evening on my way home from work I stopped and picked up his 3 kids. We have them until Sunday. What fun! ALL 7 at home while he is at work and I am at work. But yesterday proved to be okay - other than the fact that they decided to eat at 5:30 as I was walking through the door so I refused to cook dinner. We had "grab its" or as some refer to it... Leftovers, cereal, whatever you want make it. Always seems interesting that one of the older kids (Mikie this time) ends up cooking (hotdogs - 2 pounds). But I got out of cooking on the Hot, Muggy evening of last. I instead barried my head into computer games. Super Collapse 3... I will solve that stupid game sooner or later. At about 11 I got off switch laundry around and went up to bed. Upon going to the bathroom to pick up dirty clothes - 7 kids equals a lot of laundry! I notice that I forgot to put my jewelry back on after my shower Monday evening. My rings are sitting on the edge of the sink but my $300 earrings are no where to be found. I start to frantically call Brian to see if he moved them. I don't get through until 1:00 wherein he is pissed I have been blowing up his phone and I am upset that he wouldn't pick up the stupid phone. No he didn't move them. The kids must have done something. Did I look around - No I just seen that they were gone and decided that I didn't need them - YES I LOOKED EVERYWHERE! He came home found 1 on the floor next to the toilet. Seems to think the other one got flushed. LOVELY! $300 down the drain - no pun intended. He climbs into bed saying it isn't that bad he will have the kids looking for them in the a.m. I cry to sleep on his chest. (These earrings are the only thing that anyone has ever bought me that was a total surprise. Brian went around Valentine's day to the mall with the boys for a boys day out. When he came home he brought these and roses. TOTAL SURPRISE! I have worn them almost every single day since - now I feel naked without them). At around 3 a.m. I am woken by Brian giving me the best oral I have ever had. I repay the favor - to which he feels the need to make me cum yet again. Mind blowing here - esp at 3 when I normally tell him to leave me alone I like my sleep. I have never cum as much as I did this morning - God I love this man. I rolled over at 7 to my alarm - time to start the day again. Up to wake Mikie for school, out the door at 7:30 with him, back to get Andy up for camp and me ready for work. Back out the door at 8 with Corey, Johnna, Brian Jr. and Haley all eating breakfast before I leave. Good morning - not running late. Brian calls around 11 to say he has the girls looking for the earring as Patti said Haley was playing with them yesterday. At 1 he comes to see me at work - no luck. He is going to go through the garbage tomorrow to look through it. YUCK - SUPER YUCK - this tells me how much he loves me back. So Now I am getting ready to leave as Patti and Haley have gymnastics this evening (4:30 - 6:30 then 6:30 - 8:30) so not much else will be done other than laundry, dishes, and dinner. (And I hope at least one more board on my game. Till next time - keep it real!