I can't wait until it is all over

So tomorrow we leave. Patti will be doing formal and casual modeling and a lyrical solo on Friday and then on Sunday the whole team will be competing in various routines. She still hasn't figured out how she wants her hair. We still have to go to get it trimmed tonight and we are getting her nails (hands and feet) done as we leave town tomorrow. I have a feeling this is going to be one long ass weekend. She will be doing formal modeling at 10 a.m. on Friday then her solo at 3:30 then Casual modeling at 5 and finally awards at 8:00 p.m. So we are talking 3 different hair styles, 3 costume changes, make-up, jewelry, etc. I am going to be so tired because I just can't deal with all of this. Sunday is going to be crazy because not only is Patti going to be running around but so is Haley as she has 2 routines she will be in. I can't wait for pictures, pictures and more pictures! Saturday we are basically just relaxing and swimming in the overcrowded hotel pool but eh... at least I won't be working or at home doing house work.

Update as far as everything else in my life goes. Brian and I are getting along better. We still have arguments but not ones that he won't talk to me. I don't get annoyed as much anymore neither because I know he is mine. He lets me have my friends and knows that if he wants to know what I am doing I am not going to hide who I am with or what I am doing as I am not doing anything that I am not supposed to be doing anyway. We went out last Friday and had a good time. He got tipsy and I took some shots. It is the first time I have gone out (with or without him) that I got hit on and I didn't like it. Some dude at the bar asked me if I would buy him a beer... I looked at him and said "my boyfriend is buying mine" to which he replied - well do you think he will buy me one.... Um... No! Then we are in a different bar and I kept getting these looks. Maybe because my girlfriend Annette is a freak and dances like no one is watching and they knew I was with her but anytime some guy came up to us Brian and I made eye contact and he came over to shoo them away... It isn't that we didn't want the attention we just didn't want it from them. It was nice to have him there. Nice to go home with my drunk ass boyfriend and sleep until 1:30 on Saturday... to a hangover and an empty stomach.

Tonya has kept her distance. Her and Jay are now living together... basically from what I get about the ordeal is Nelson threw her out again. She has blatantly told Jay that she loves Nelson but she is still there. Jay and I talk often but not much about his situation because he knows how frustrated I get about it. I mean if you don't like it change it man! (Look at who is giving the advice - lol). Anyway, Tonya's brother and mom came up from Texas. Hasn't asked to see Haley - which they haven't seen in over 3 years - no surprises there. Whatever! I guess her brother is going to be staying... Yahoo.... Boy I am excited - NOT! Just another pain in the ass who can try to tell me how to take care of my kids. (did I mention he is 21 and has none of his own). Yeah, well, that's that update.

Work has been steady, I think basically because I fill in the gaps reading blogs, but it is nice still. I think I might go look for a new read... Take care and see you all on Tuesday...

P.S. Can't wait for updates from everyone's weekend - I think I will be reading blogs all day rather than working... LOL I won't tell if you don't...